Implantation cramps?

So now that AF hasn't shown...I'm pretty positive FF has my O date wrong. By a few days nonetheless...so more waiting. My favorite! ha. I feel as if our timing isn't that great now that I O'd later than I thought. And I wasted so many HPTs, too. So, I had to order more this morning. Thank God for early-pregnancy-tests.com!

Anyway, I've been having cramping for a few days now...but as of yesterday and today I keep getting sharp pains on my right side. Very much like O pains but a tad bit lower. Implantation cramps? Who knows. It's really hard not to analyze everything still. I'm trying not to be too optimistic. I really don't wanna have a breakdown yet again. I'll probably continue to test everyday til AF shows because I have absolutely no will power. If I resist testing in the morning...I just drive myself crazy all day moping around wishing I had. So, that's what's new with me.

I'm going to take a shower and get ready to go to a friend's bday get together. Pizza + cake + family/friends = a very happy girl!!!