Saturday, May 2, 2009

Update on my torturous life.

No, I didn't test today. What's the point? I can't handle another BFN so I won't be testing. Just waiting for AF. Last month she came late in the day...so we'll give her some time to show. My temp did go down today even if it's not accurate (I took it at the wrong time, after not sleeping well all night).

My body still feels the need to mess with my head. I woke up around 2:30am with terrible heartburn and dying of thirst. I actually made Vince get up to get me some water. I ate pepperoni pizza last night for dinner, which may have triggered both of these things...BUT I drank plenty after I ate the pizza and I took my Aciphex last night. We have pepperoni pizza for dinner a lot and THAT HAS NEVER HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE. So, WTF? I'm telling you someone or something is messing with me and it's totally not funny. It's getting ridonculous! The BFN is enough to deal with and I don't need any crazy phantom symptoms messing with my head.

A Q-tip test this am shows nothing as of yet. Just creamy CM. I just want AF to show so I can move on. Is that too much to ask after I've been messed with? So, basically I'll be sitting around being miserable until the old hag shows. Lucky it's raining outside and I have nothing else to do, eh?

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